I'm really happy to say that things seem to be turning out for the better for my future
I actually have some goals that I look forward to achieve and to better myself rather than just being stuck in the same situation like I was for about 3 years. The last almost 9 months my life completely changed lol, and my heartwarming thanks goes to the special love of my life who was there all the way throughout the start of my life changing journey for believing in me and helping me make it happen. I love you
I was even able to finally buy my own truck! Yay for my first ever vehicle!
I'm still currently living with a friend at the moment but I'm in the process of trying to move out on my own again. I'm going to see about living with my grandparents for just a few months until I can move out into my own apartment in the big city instead of the small town I currently live in. I may have still had the same job for the last almost 2 years now but I want to try to see if I can find a much better paying one. If I have to, I'll do a job transfer over to where I want to move to, since the job I have is available state-wide.
Needless to say, I finally feel... happy and more at peace with myself, and... I feel a little more confident and that I have a bit more self-worth.
I'm happy that life is finally letting me climb back up after falling so many times and being stuck at the very bottom for so long. I actually have a future to look forward to instead of just waiting for the next paycheck.